2006年2月25日

where is my confort zone ?

I am here for I have heard and I believed that the best way to grow is to step out your own comfort zone. To embrace everything difficult, everything strange. For this explanation, I should feel comfort, safety and free when I was in my confort zone.

Strange thing is, I seldom feel safety or free anywhere. I always doubt what I believed and what I have in mind when I was judged. I was always trying to make someone satisfied(or comfort) even when they will not be satisfied anyway. When I can't, I just gave up.

This is a totally different city from those I lived in before, though we all speak the same language. I am in the company, though different branch. We use the same methodology. I should feel only a little uncomfortable, and that's what I feel till now. I found the difference between persons is greater than the difference between culture. Thus, I feel the same uncomfortable as I was.

Where is my confort zone ?